Thursday, February 21, 2008

Because Of Your Love...

I'm officially packed and ready to go although I'm not quite sure I'm emotionally ready to go. I'd been pretty good at keeping it together and all of a sudden I lost it at dinner tonight...I guess thats when it got to be really real.

I woke up today to a horrible anxiety dream that Jesse decided she just couldn't handle going and dropped out at the last minute forcing me to not only fly to Charlotte alone but then continue on to Frankfurt by myself where Pat is no longer picking us up at the airport and I got stranded in a strange town all alone. Talk about stressful. Sammy came over and took me to run my errands because I noticed that my tire was flat...not good, but thank goodness she came home!! We ran to the bank and Target and wound up at Chipotle for lunch where I think we scared some poor table of older men when we started our venting session...quite humerous. Afterwards she dropped me back off and said goodbye and I continued packing until I went to pick Ashley up from school. I took her for our last DQ trip and then went back and played with her and Lil for a little while before heading over to Bry's to say goodbye to him and his fam... then came home for dinner and Am Idol with the fam. I can NOT believe that I'm leaving in less than 24 hours... I've said almost all of my goodbyes and I've been really impressed with those who've called me to say goodbye. If I didn't thank you profusely before...it really really meant a lot to me. I'm going to miss you all so very very much...

well, before I start to be a crying mess all over again I think I shall finish the few odds and ends I have left and head to bed. Next update...FROM GERMANY!!!

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